Creation. Creating. Being creative. It can be a monster, it can be a big shiny gift with a beautiful red bow, it can be something you never imagined causing you a fierce aching in the depths of your soul.
It can be whatever you want it to be. If it nourishes you, gives you joy in the end and finds connections you never dreamed of, it is worth the reward and it is worth the pain.
Don't stop. Never stop. It is who you are. It is who you always will be.